i think that most things come in waves. anger, grief and anxiety all seem to move in a wave like pattern, getting really large and overwhelming and then at other times being still and calm and non existent.
last night i went to an after party for a year 12 formal and did the photos. i did a pretty weak job at capturing everyone, as i didnt know a lot of the people and i am still not great with asking people i dont know for their photos. the photos themselves weren't too bad, but the area didn't leave much space for creativity or you know, breathing. the place was situated in the midst of an industrial wasteland, with all these roller door factories. it all seemed very sus as we were driving there but the venue ended up being pretty amazing. it was very skins, but with a little less drugs and drama. the walls were all spray painted and there was a strobe which was actually a bit of a pain in the ass.
it's nice to actually feel like taking photos again, and wanting to edit them. this will also help with my folio i assume, as the thing will most likely need some photos in it when i go for interviews. aiming to stop getting so angry at people around me and realise that they are mostly shit, and throwing those people aside so i can focus on those who are surfacing at the top as really amazing people to surround myself with. i am slowly getting better at learning to ride the waves and wait for the calm.
jusqu'a la prochaine fois.
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